Medication Resentment

I have finally figured out I have medication resentment. Never realized at first it was an open category. In my condition as you might expect I take a lot of medications. Some for my core condition of Myasthenia Gravis. And others for side effects and common illnesses . And to add to the equation is the fact that I am a Woman of particular age you might say. 

I have put myself though these little med trials. That is when I stop taking a medication. Some where in the back of my mind I think the condition will rectify itself. And after causing self inflected harm. I can now say that this medication is needed. In my heart of hearts I believe in the healing power of the human body. There are some treatments I have negated for the same reason. Al though I had been told on several occasions that it was the best treatment for me.

I can imagine what you are thinking. Why would someone who should know better do such a thing. And it is simply common sense. Well If i were on the outside of this situation looking in I would say the same. And the answer is Medication resentment. It is a term I have given my condition. And it comes from my on personal observation.

You see prior to my illness I was a member of the medical community. And I understand what it means to need medication. Which is an indication of illness. And for me to have the need for medication meant it was real. And the possibility to require the use of these pills for ever.

Well I have decided to take this resentment and utilize it to my advantage. So I have opted to seek out more natural treatments. Hence foods,herbs,fruits,etc. So to not totally portray my belief in the healing capabilities of the body. I will now try to help supporting it's defense of me. As well as taking on my own plan of Holistic medicine which includes the prescribed medication. (for now that is..(wink) (wink). Until next time,thanks for listening.