THE GOOD OLD DAYS

The Good old days for some might have been when you were a child. Under most circumstances I would agree. But for me the good old days are when I had the energy and the strength to do anything I wanted. For me that is my Pre-Mayasthenia days. I cannot speak for most people. But I feel I have had Myasthenia long before  I was diagnosed. Although prior to diagnosis I lived my life like I thought it was normal. I made adjustments for my lack of energy. And supplemented with coffee when ever needed. But I was able to hold down 2 jobs and raise 4 children without the help of their father or Government assistance. The good old days! Now I long for the days when my butt seems  NOT to be glued to the chair. And it appears I cannot seem to get going. I must admit that I do not have the energy lapse everyday. But on the days that I do. It frustrates me so when I can not physically  perform the duties I want to do. It is when I really feel Handicapped. Wow I said handicapped. But that is how I feel when I can not accomplish a task. I continue to have the drive and desire to excel as always. But even when I am having a great day I pay for it later. So today is one of the payback days. I understand it,but I just don't agree with it.....lol.. But it prompted me to write this post..... I just had to share........Awwww...... THE GOOD OLD DAYS!